(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat) Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy
I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time
Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind
And when they ask me how I'm doing
(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat) Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy
I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time
Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
But the fact is
I can never get off of my mattress
And all that they can ask is
Why are you so sad, kid? (Why are you so sad, kid?)
[Pre-Chorus]
That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask is
[Chorus]
So you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's real
[Verse 2]
Always bein' judged by a bunch of strange faces
Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages
But I've been places
So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish
Yeah, I'm okay, bitch
But the fact is
I need help, I'm failin' all my classes
They think that I need glasses
I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this)
[Pre-Chorus]
That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask is
[Chorus]
So you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's real
[Outro]
So long, it's real
So long, it's real
(Sumkani xavfsiz men degani nima, bilasizmi? Patrul Banrisk) Ayo halok, bu, bola issiq
Men bir vaqtda soat bir tabassum bilan bir niqob kiyish
Men xayolimni orqaga nima ushlab esa shiftga qarab
Va men qilayapman qanday ular meni so'rasalar
«Men faqat yaxshi emasman", deb
Va men qilayapman qanday ular meni so'rasalar
«Men faqat yaxshi emasman", deb
Lekin, aslida,
Men yotoq off hech qachon mumkin
Va ular so'rashingiz mumkin hamma
Nima uchun, shunday g'amgin bola bor? (Nima uchun, shunday achinarli sizga bola bor?)
[Pre-Chorus]
Bu niqob nima gap
Bu niqob nuqtasi nima gap
[Chorus]
Agar ko'rishingiz mumkin, shuning uchun men urinib emasman
Siz meni kerak yig'ladim ko'rib bo'lmaydi
Men faqat (Ha, men yaxshi emasman) yaxshi emasman, "smilin davom olaman
Va u faqat "pilin davom
Bu shunday dahshatli bo'lyapdi
Lekin men (Ha, men yaxshi emasman) Men yaxshi emasman, "smilin davom
Men shuning uchun uzoq uchun juda ko'p "joriy ayting
Bas, uzoq vaqt davomida «o'zimni Compare qilingan
Bas, uzoq bir tabassum "wearin kerakmi, u haqiqiy bo'ldi
Shunday qilib, uzoq, juda uzoq, u haqiqiy ekan, real bo'ldi
[Verse 2]
Har doim bein "g'alati yuzlarida bir guruh tomonidan hukm
tashqarida borish qo'rqib, asrlardagi nur ko'rmadim
Lekin men joylar edi ayting
Men okay-ish emasman, shuning uchun, men okay-ish emasman
Ha, men roziman, urg'ochi
Lekin, aslida,
Men failin "mening barcha sinflar emasman, yordam kerak
Ular men ko'zoynak kerak, deb o'ylayman
Men faqat, albatta, (Men bu o'tishi mumkin tilayman), men bu o'tishi mumkin, deb tilayman
[Pre-Chorus]
Bu niqob nima gap
Bu niqob nuqtasi nima gap
[Chorus]
Agar ko'rishingiz mumkin, shuning uchun men urinib emasman
Siz meni kerak yig'ladim ko'rib bo'lmaydi
Men faqat (Ha, men yaxshi emasman) yaxshi emasman, "smilin davom olaman
Va u faqat "pilin davom
Bu shunday dahshatli bo'lyapdi
Lekin men (Ha, men yaxshi emasman) Men yaxshi emasman, "smilin davom
Men shuning uchun uzoq uchun juda ko'p "joriy ayting
Bas, uzoq vaqt davomida «o'zimni Compare qilingan
Bas, uzoq bir tabassum "wearin kerakmi, u haqiqiy bo'ldi
Shunday qilib, uzoq, juda uzoq, u haqiqiy ekan, real bo'ldi
[Outro]
Shunday qilib, uzoq, u haqiqiy bo'ldi
Shunday qilib, uzoq, u haqiqiy bo'ldi