(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat) Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy
I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time
Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind
And when they ask me how I'm doing
(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat) Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy
I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time
Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
But the fact is
I can never get off of my mattress
And all that they can ask is
Why are you so sad, kid? (Why are you so sad, kid?)
[Pre-Chorus]
That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask is
[Chorus]
So you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's real
[Verse 2]
Always bein' judged by a bunch of strange faces
Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages
But I've been places
So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish
Yeah, I'm okay, bitch
But the fact is
I need help, I'm failin' all my classes
They think that I need glasses
I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this)
[Pre-Chorus]
That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask is
[Chorus]
So you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's real
[Outro]
So long, it's real
So long, it's real
(Secure ji tûr, nizanin çi wateyê ez? Banrisk li ser beat) Ayo, Hûn Helak, ev e hot, boy
Ez gêj maskeyê bi ken, ji bo saet di demekê de
Zîq li banek dema ku ez şûn ve çi li ser hişê min
Û gava ku ew ji min dipirsin ka ez çi
Ez dibêjim, "Ez baş im"
Û gava ku ew ji min dipirsin ka ez çi
Ez dibêjim, "Ez baş im"
Lê belê rastî ev e
Ez qet nikarin peya yên doşek min
Û hemû tiştên ku ew dikarin ji min dipirsî
Çima hûn ewqas bi xemgînî, kid? (Çima tu xemgînî, kid?)
[Pre-Chorus]
Ji ber tiştê ku mask e
Ji ber çi di xala ji mask e
[Qoro]
Îcar hûn dibînin, ez dixast im '
Tu bi wê bibînin, min cryin '
Ez tenê li ser smilin biparêze ', ez baş im (Erê, ez baş im.)
Û ev bi tenê digire li ser pilin '
Ev der wusa tirsehêz
Lê belê ez li ser smilin biparêze ', ez baş im (Erê, ez baş im.)
Ez been carin 'pir zêde ji bo demeke dirêj
Dîtin comparin 'bi xwe jî ji bo demeke dirêj
Been Wearin 'ken, ji bo demeke dirêj, ev rast
Bi vî awayî dirêj, ev rast, ewqas dirêj, ev rast
[Verse 2]
Her tim bein 'darizandin ji aliyê komek ji rûyê xerîb
Ditirsiyan ku here derve, ronahiya di temenê ne dîtiye
Lê ez di cihên been
Îcar ez okay-ish im, ez jî wusa rehet-ish im
Erê, ez rihet im, bitch
Lê belê rastî ev e
Ez alîkarî bixwazî, ez failin 'hemû çînên min im
Ew difikirin, ku ez qedehên divê
Bi tenê ez bi rastî dixwazî ku ez ji vê (Wish ku ez ji vê derbas) derbas
[Pre-Chorus]
Ji ber tiştê ku mask e
Ji ber çi di xala ji mask e
[Qoro]
Îcar hûn dibînin, ez dixast im '
Tu bi wê bibînin, min cryin '
Ez tenê li ser smilin biparêze ', ez baş im (Erê, ez baş im.)
Û ev bi tenê digire li ser pilin '
Ev der wusa tirsehêz
Lê belê ez li ser smilin biparêze ', ez baş im (Erê, ez baş im.)
Ez been carin 'pir zêde ji bo demeke dirêj
Dîtin comparin 'bi xwe jî ji bo demeke dirêj
Been Wearin 'ken, ji bo demeke dirêj, ev rast
Bi vî awayî dirêj, ev rast, ewqas dirêj, ev rast
[Outro]
Bi vî awayî dirêj, ev rast
Bi vî awayî dirêj, ev rast