When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking, "I wish I could extrapolate some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention for a minute or two"
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 26/04/2023 - BR X
When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking, "I wish I could extrapolate some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention for a minute or two"
[Verse 2]
Will I die? Or will I get to that ten-year mark?
Where I beat the extinction of telomeres?
And if I do, will you be there with me, Father, Sister, Brother?
[Verse 3]
Charlie, stop smoking
Caroline, will you be with me?
Will the baby be alright?
Will I have one of mine?
Can I handle it even if I do?
It's said that my mind
Is not fit, or so they said, to carry a child
I guess I'll be fine
[Verse 4]
It wasn't my idea, the cocktail of things that twists neurons inside
But without them, I'd die
They say there's irony in the music, it's a tragedy, I
See nothing Greek in it
Give me a mausoleum in Rhode Island with Dad, Grandma, Grandpa, and Dave
Who hung himself real high
In the National Park sky, it's a shame and I'm crying right now
To get to you, save you, if I take my life
Find your astral body, put it into my arms
Give you two seconds to cry
Take you home, I, I'll give you a blanket
Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side
Cause, baby, I
Ran through a time when I felt you were doing it
[Verse 5]
I couldn't handle it, I was in Monaco
I couldn't hear what they said on the telephone
I had to sing for the prince in two hours
Sat in the shower
Gave myself two seconds to cry
It's a shame that we die
[Verse 6]
When I was fifteen, naked, next-door neighbors did a drive-by
Pulled me up by my waist, long hair to the beach side
I wanted to go out like you, swim with the fishes
That he caught on Rhode Island beaches
But, sometimes, it's just not your time
[Verse 7]
Caroline, what kind of mother was she to say I'd end up in institutions?
All I wanted to do was kiss Aaron Greene and sit by
The lake, twisting lime into the drinks that they made
Have a babe at sixteen in the town I was born in, and die
[Verse 8]
Aaron ended up dead and not me
What the fuck's wrong in your head to send me away, never to come back?
Exotic places and people don't take the place of being your child
I give myself two seconds to cry
[Verse 9]
Let it crash over me
Like the waves in the sea
Call me Aphrodite, as they bow down to me
[Verse 10]
Sunbather, moon chaser, queen of empathy
I give myself two seconds to breathe
And go back to being a serene queen
I just needed two seconds to be me
当我回头时，指尖在塑料袋上
思考，“我希望我可以推断出一些小意图
或者也许只是一两分钟就引起您的注意”
[第2节]
我会死吗？还是我要达到十年的成绩？
我在哪里击败端粒的灭绝？
如果我愿意，您会和我在一起，父亲，姐姐，兄弟吗？
[第3节]
查理，停止吸烟
卡罗琳，你会和我在一起吗？
婴儿会好吗？
我会有一个吗？
即使这样做，我可以处理它吗？
说我的想法
不合适，或者他们说要带孩子
我想我会没事的
[第4节]
这不是我的主意，而是在里面扭曲神经元的鸡尾酒
但是没有他们，我会死
他们说音乐中有讽刺意味，这是一场悲剧，我
没有看到希腊人
和爸爸，奶奶，爷爷和戴夫一起在罗德岛州给我陵墓
谁把自己挂高
在国家公园的天空中，真可惜，我现在在哭
要找你，如果我谋生，请救你
找到你的星体，把它放在我的怀里
给你两秒钟的哭泣
带你回家，我，我给你毯子
您的精神可以坐在我身边看电视
原因，宝贝，我
跑过我觉得你在做的时候
[第5节]
我无法应付，我在摩纳哥
我听不到他们在电话上说的话
我不得不在两个小时内为王子唱歌
坐在淋浴
给自己两秒钟哭泣
我们死是可惜的
[第6节]
当我十五岁时，赤裸裸的隔壁邻居开车开车
把我的腰间拉到我的长发到海滩的一侧
我想像你一样出去，和鱼一起游泳
他在罗德岛海滩上抓了
但是，有时候，这不是你的时间
[第7节]
卡罗琳，她要说的是什么样的母亲，我最终会加入机构？
我要做的就是亲吻亚伦·格林并坐在旁边
湖，将石灰扭成他们制作的饮料
在我出生的镇上有一个宝贝，死了
[第8节]
亚伦最终死了，不是我
你的头上怎么了，把我送走了，再也不会回来了？
异国情调的地方和人们不取代你的孩子
我给自己两秒钟哭泣
[第9节]
让它崩溃在我身上
就像海中的波浪
当他们向我鞠躬时，叫我阿芙罗狄蒂
[第10节]
晒太阳，月亮追逐者，同理心女王
我给自己两秒钟以呼吸
然后回到宁静的女王
我只需要两秒钟就可以成为我