Hey, Nate, how's life? I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
Hey, Nate, how's life? I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah (Bus rides)
Last year I had a breakdown
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud
Had to see a therapist, then I found out
Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out
You know, pack my cart, take a new route
Clean up my yard, get the noose out
Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
I've been searchin'
What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens
Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
Lookin' at the view, like this concerns me
Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
And things might hurt me
It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (But hey)
It's worth it, though
Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
It's been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone
Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes
I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
Been makin' a whole lot of changes
Wrote a song about that, you should play it
I get scared when I walk on these stages
I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
That's when I start to get anxious
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
Forget what I'm sayin', and—
Where'd the beat go?
Oh, ain't that somethin'?
Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach
Throw it back up like I don't want it
Wipe my face, clean off my vomit
OCD, tryna push my buttons
I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
I can be critical, never typical
Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though
You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful
Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (Videos, videos, videos)
Yeah, the sales can rise
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
Then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil surprise
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith, woo
I've been developin', take a look at the benefits
Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
Pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (Ah)
It's that time again
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
On a road right now that I can't predict
Tell me Tone that down, but I can't resist
Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist
The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh
Hej, Nate, kako je život? Ne znam, to je u redu
Bio sam valjaš "sa nekim stvarima kao što je svako ljudsko biće
I zaista nije mnogo spavao sinoć (Sinoć)
Žao mi je, to je u redu
Samo da mi treba malo vremena da
Ja samo mislim da treba malo slobodnog vremena
Malu pauzu od nastupa i vožnje autobusom, da (Bus vožnje)
Prošle godine sam imao slom
Misli govorila mi je da sam izgubljena Postaje preglasno
Je da vidi terapeuta, a onda sam saznao
Nešto smiješno se događa u mojoj kući
Da, počeo sam da razmišljam možda bi trebalo iseliti
Znate, spakujem želja, uzeti novu rutu
Očistite mom dvorištu, dobili omču od
Hang svoje srce, neka Provetri (Air out)
Ja sam Searchin '
Šta to znači, Nate? Ja sam bio učenje
Grabbin 'moje uspomene, napuštam moja opterećenja
Pa, doveo sam nekoliko sa mnom, nisam savršen
Gleda na more, ovako me brine
Pokupiti na znakove, zar ne? Ja sam prilično nervozan
Mrzim kad izgubi iz vida, život postaje mutna
I stvari mogu me povrijediti
To je prolly će biti dug put, ali hej (Ali hej)
To je vrijedno toga, iako
Hladno svet tamo, klinci, zgrabi kapute
Prošlo je malo, znam, sad sam se vratio da luta
Tražimo protivotrov razbiti kod
Prilično živopisan; Priznajem, ja sam u klasičnom modu
Ne treba sažaljenje dao mi je, ali ne mogu opraštati
Talkin 'do mene, I'ma morati razbiti nos za kreker šale
Gledam za kartu za nadu, vi to vidjeli? (Jesi li vidio to?)
Bio Napravi puno promjena
Napisao pjesmu o tome, treba igrati
Bojim se kad idem na ove faze
Gledam masu i vidim toliko lica, da
To je kada počnem da se anksiozno
To je kada se moje misli mogu biti opasne
To je kada sam stavio na moju šminku i utopiti u samomržnje
Zaboravi ono što ja kažem ', i-
Odakle ritam u pokretu?
Oh, nije li to nešto?
Bubnjevi ušao, ti se ne vidiš da dolazim
Ruke na glavi, ne možete mi reći ništa '
Imate li okus slavu, morali pumpa stomaku
Baci to back up kao da to ne želim
Obrišite moje lice, čisto od moje bljuvotine
OKP, tryna gurnuti moja dugmad
Rekao sam da ne diraj ga, sad svi to uradio
Mogu biti kritičan, nikada nije tipičan
Zamršene sa svakim slog, ja sam kriminalac
Intimno, ali nikada politički, prilično vizualni
Čak i ako ga mrzim, ja ću učiniti da osjećate kao da ste u njemu, iako
Nazovi me što želiš, ali nikada me zovu zaboraviti
Ostavljam vas duboko u misli, nikada ne bih mogla plivati u kiddie bazen
Način na koji sam bio mislio je filmski, to je divno
Čovječe, ne znam da li sam Napravi filmove ili glazbenih spotova (Video, video, video)
Da, prodaje može dovesti
Ne znači puno ali kad vaše zdravlje pada
Vidite, svi imamo nešto da smo zarobljeni unutra
Da pokušamo ugušilo, znate, u nadi umire
Pokušajte da ga držite pod vodom, ali uvijek opstaje
Onda se pojavi niodkuda kao zli iznenađenje
Onda lebdi nad vama da vam kažem milijune laži
Ne odnose na to? ne mora biti lud kao ja sam
Poenta Pravim je um je moćan mjesto
A ono što se hrane može utjecati na vas na snažan način
To je prilično kul, zar ne? Da, ali to nije uvijek sigurno
Samo se drži uz mene, to ću se samo na trenutak, u redu?
Samo razmisli o tome na trenutak, ako pogledate na vaše lice
Svaki dan kad se i mislim da nikada neću biti super
Nikad nećeš biti super-ne zato što ti nisi, ali mržnje
Uvijek će naći načina da vam smanji se i ubio svoju veru, woo
Bio sam developin ', pogledajte u prednosti
Ništa da se meša sa, nikada ne mogu biti delikatan
Jesam li ja ni bitno? To zavisi od toga kako ga mjeriti
Uzmi mjerenja, onda torba ga i daj mi dokaze
Prilično očigledan; pouzdan nikada ne može biti uvjetno
Ja sam gospodin, u zavisnosti od toga ako mislim da si istinski
Prilično elegantna, ali se ne bojim da ti kažem da je držanje
Pravilna etiketa, ja zadržati za sebe kad sam slaviti, ah (Ah)
To je to vrijeme ponovo
Bolje uhvati za balone i pozvati svoje prijatelje
Pojaseve podržati na, da, remen ih u
Pogledaj me, svi, ja sam Smilin 'veliki
Na putu sada da ja ne mogu predvidjeti
Reci mi ton koji se, ali ne mogu odoljeti
Svi znate da je zvuk, bolje podigni pesnicu
Potraga počinje, vratio sam se, pa uživajte put, ha