Hey, Nate, how's life? I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
Hey, Nate, how's life? I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah (Bus rides)
Last year I had a breakdown
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud
Had to see a therapist, then I found out
Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out
You know, pack my cart, take a new route
Clean up my yard, get the noose out
Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
I've been searchin'
What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens
Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
Lookin' at the view, like this concerns me
Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
And things might hurt me
It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (But hey)
It's worth it, though
Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
It's been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone
Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes
I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
Been makin' a whole lot of changes
Wrote a song about that, you should play it
I get scared when I walk on these stages
I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
That's when I start to get anxious
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
Forget what I'm sayin', and—
Where'd the beat go?
Oh, ain't that somethin'?
Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach
Throw it back up like I don't want it
Wipe my face, clean off my vomit
OCD, tryna push my buttons
I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
I can be critical, never typical
Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though
You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful
Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (Videos, videos, videos)
Yeah, the sales can rise
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
Then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil surprise
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith, woo
I've been developin', take a look at the benefits
Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
Pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (Ah)
It's that time again
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
On a road right now that I can't predict
Tell me Tone that down, but I can't resist
Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist
The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh
嘿，内特，怎么生活？我不知道，这是正常的
我一直戏份与像每个人的一些事情
真的没睡多少昨晚（前晚）
对不起，这很好
我只是觉得我需要一点时间我
我只是觉得我需要一点自由时间
从展示和乘坐巴士稍微休息一下，是啊（乘搭巴士）
去年我出了故障
思想在告诉我，我失去了刚开了太大声
不得不去看心理医生，后来我发现
事端好笑的布莱恩就在我家了
是啊，我开始想的，也许我应该搬出
你知道，我收拾车，走一条新路线
清理我的院子里，得到了绞索
挂断我的心脏，让它空出（空出）
我一直Searchin的
这是什么意思，内特？我一直在学习
去抓我的纪念品，要走了，我负担
好吧，我带了几个跟我在一起，我并不完美
在看的观点，这样的关注我
接下去了线索，对不对？我很紧张
恨它，当我看不见，生活变得模糊
而且事情可能会伤害我
它prolly将是一个漫长的旅程，但嘿（但是，嘿）
这是值得的，虽然
寒冷的世界，孩子们，抓住你的大衣
这是一个微小的，我知道，现在我回来了漫游
追寻的解毒剂破解密码
漂亮生动;我承认，我在经典模式
不要给我不必遗憾，但我不能纵容
谈下来给我，我是要破解你的鼻子crackin'笑话
我追寻的地图，希望，你见过吗？ （你见过吗？）
去过金一大堆的变化
写了一篇关于这首歌，你应该发挥它
当我走在这阶段我很害怕
我看着人群，看到这么多的面孔，是啊
这时候，我开始变得焦躁
这时候，我的想法是危险的
这时候，我把我的化妆和自我憎恨淹死
忘了我的意思，而─
在哪儿拍走？
呵呵，是不是事端？
鼓进来，你是不是看到科曼
在我头上的手，不能告诉我没什么
得到了成名的滋味，只好抽我的胃
扔回去，像我不希望它
擦拭我的脸，干净了我的呕吐物
OCD，tryna把我的按钮
我说不要去碰它，现在你们都做了
我可能是至关重要的，从来不典型
错综复杂的与每一个音节，我是一个罪犯
亲密的，但从来没有政治，漂亮的视觉
即使你恨它，我会让它感觉就像你在它的时候，虽然
你给我打电话，你想什么，但从来没有叫我遗忘
让你在沉思，我从来没有在儿童泳池游泳
的方式，我一直在想的是电影，它的美丽
男人，我不知道我要做个电影或音乐的视频（视频，视频，视频）
呀，销售可以上升
但这并不意味着，虽然很多时候你的健康下降
你看，我们都得到了事端，我们被困在里面
我们试图窒息，你知道，河滨死了
尝试在水下举行，但它始终幸存
然后，它无处出现失控像一个邪恶的惊喜
然后划过你，告诉你几百万的谎言
你没有涉及到的？绝不能因为疯狂的我
我要做个的关键是头脑是一个强大的地方
你可以喂什么它会影响你在一个强大的方式
这很酷，不是吗？是的，但它并不总是安全
只是与我一起，这将只花一点时间，好吗？
试想一下一秒钟，如果你看看你的脸
每天当你起床，以为你永远是伟大的
你永远是伟大的，不是因为你，而是恨
总是会找到一个方法来削减你和谋杀你的信仰，宇
我一直developin'，看看好处
没什么用染指，我永远是微妙
难道我连有关？这取决于你如何衡量它
进行测量，然后包起来，并给我证据
非常明显;可靠永远是试探性的
我是一个绅士，取决于如果我认为你是真正的上
漂亮优雅，但不怕告诉你要理智
适当的礼仪，我把它留给自己，当我庆祝，啊（啊）
这就是一次又一次
更好地抓住你的气球，并邀请你的朋友
在安全带回来，是啊，带“时间
看看我，好，我是微笑大
在道路的权利，现在我无法预测
告诉我语气说了，但我无法抗拒
你们都知道，声音，更好地提高你的拳头
搜索开始，我回来了，所以享受旅行，呵呵