Hey, Nate, how's life? I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
Hey, Nate, how's life? I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah (Bus rides)
Last year I had a breakdown
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud
Had to see a therapist, then I found out
Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out
You know, pack my cart, take a new route
Clean up my yard, get the noose out
Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
I've been searchin'
What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens
Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
Lookin' at the view, like this concerns me
Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
And things might hurt me
It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (But hey)
It's worth it, though
Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
It's been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone
Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes
I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
Been makin' a whole lot of changes
Wrote a song about that, you should play it
I get scared when I walk on these stages
I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
That's when I start to get anxious
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
Forget what I'm sayin', and—
Where'd the beat go?
Oh, ain't that somethin'?
Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach
Throw it back up like I don't want it
Wipe my face, clean off my vomit
OCD, tryna push my buttons
I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
I can be critical, never typical
Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though
You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful
Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (Videos, videos, videos)
Yeah, the sales can rise
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
Then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil surprise
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith, woo
I've been developin', take a look at the benefits
Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
Pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (Ah)
It's that time again
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
On a road right now that I can't predict
Tell me Tone that down, but I can't resist
Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist
The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh
Hej, Nate, kako je život? Ne znam, to je u redu
Ja sam bio dealin' sa nekim stvarima kao što je svako ljudsko biće
I stvarno ne spavaju mnogo sinoć (sinoć)
Žao mi je, to je u redu
Ja samo mislim da treba malo mi vremena
Ja samo mislim da mi treba malo slobodnog vremena
Mala pauza od emisije i autobusne vožnje, da (Autobusni vožnje)
Prošle godine sam imao slom
Misli tellin' ja sam izgubljen Gettin' preglasno
Morao vidjeti terapeuta, onda sam saznala
Nešto smiješno se događa u mojoj kući
Da, počeo sam razmišljao možda bih trebao iseliti
Znate, paket mi kola, uzmi novu rutu
Očistite svoje dvorište, dobiti omču out
Objesite mom srcu, neka zrak van (zrak van)
Ja sam bio searchin'
Što to znači, Nate? Ja sam bio učenje
Grabbin' moje uspomene, leavin' moje breme
Pa, ja donio neke sa mnom, nisam savršena
Gledaš pogledom, kao što je ovaj me zabrinjava
Pickin' gore signale, zar ne? Ja sam prilično nervozan
Mrzim to kad sam izgubiti iz vida, život dobiva mutan
A stvari mogu me povrijediti
To je prolly će biti dug put, ali hej (Ali hej)
To je vrijedno toga, iako
Hladno svijet vani, djeca, zgrabite vaše kapute
To je bio trenutak, znam, sad sam natrag lutaju
Gledao za protuotrov ispucati kod
Prilično živ; Ja priznajem, ja sam u klasičnom načinu rada
Ne treba sažaljenje s obzirom da mi se, ali ne mogu opraštati
Talkin' do mene, Ja sam se ispucati nos za crackin' šale
Ja sam obličje za kartu do nade, možete ga vidjeli? (Možete ga vidjeti?)
Bio Makin' puno promjena
Napisao pjesmu o tome, te bi trebao igrati
Sam se prepala kad sam hodati po tim fazama
Gledam gužve i vidjeti toliko lica, da
Tada sam početi da se zabrinuti
To je kad se moje misli mogu biti opasne
To je kada sam stavio na moju šminku i utopiti u self-mržnje
Zaboravite što sam sayin' i-
Gdje ritam ići?
O, nije to tako nešto?
Bubnjevi došao, što se ne vidi da Comin'
Ruke na glavu, ne može mi reći ništa
Imaš okus slave, morali pumpa moj želudac
Baci ga natrag gore kao da to ne želim
Obrišite moje lice, očistiti moje bljuvotine
OCD, tryna gurnuti moje gumbe
Rekao sam ne dirati, sada svi vi to učinio
Mogu biti kritičan, nikada tipičan
Zamršen sa svakom slogu, ja sam kriminalac
Intimna, ali nikada politički, prilično vizualno
Čak i ako ga mrzim, ja ću napraviti to osjećaj kao da ste u njemu, iako
Nazovi me ono što želiš, ali nikada me zovu nezaboravni
Ostavite vas duboko u mislima, ja nikada ne bi mogao plivati u kiddie bazen
Način na koji sam bio razmišljao je filmski, to je lijepa
Čovječe, ne znam jesam li Makin' filmova ili glazbenih spotova (Video, video, video)
Da, prodaja može rasti
To ne znači puno iako kad vaše zdravlje pad
Vidi, svi smo dobili nešto da smo zarobljeni unutar
To ćemo pokušati ugušiti, znate, hopin' ne umre
Pokušajte držati ga pod vodom, ali ona uvijek preživi
Onda se pojavi outta nigdje kao zlog iznenađenje
Onda je nadvija nad da ti milijune laži
Vi ne odnose na to? ne smije biti lud kao ja
Stvar sam Makin' je um je snažan mjesto
A što se hrane može utjecati na vas u snažan način
To je baš super, zar ne? Da, ali to nije uvijek sigurna
Samo objesiti sa mnom, to će potrajati samo trenutak, u redu?
Samo razmisli o tome na trenutak, ako pogledate lice
Svaki dan kada bi se i mislim da nikada neće biti velika
Vi nikada neće biti velik-ne zato što ti nisi, ali mržnja
Uvijek će naći način da vas izrezati i ubojstva svoju vjeru, woo
Ja sam bio developin', pogledajte prednosti
Ništa se miješati s, ja nikada ne može biti osjetljiva
Jesam li uopće važno? Ovisi kako ga mjeriti
Uzmi mjerenja, a zatim torba ga i daj mi dokaze
Prilično očito; Pouzdana nikada ne može biti uvjetno
Ja sam gospodin, ovisno o tome mislim da si pravi
Prilično elegantan, ali ne boji se reći da se zahvat
Pravilan etiketa, ja sam ga zadržati za sebe kad sam slaviti ah (Ah)
To je ono vrijeme opet
Bolje iskoristite svoje balone i pozvati svoje prijatelje
Sigurnosni pojasevi leđa, da, remen „em u
Pogledajte mene, svi, ja sam smilin' veliki
Na cesti odmah da ja ne mogu predvidjeti
Reci mi ton koji dolje, ali ne mogu odoljeti
Y'all znam da je zvuk, bolje podići šaku
Potraga počinje, tu sam, pa uživajte u putovanju, ha