Yeah
See it's been hard for me to be myself
I look in the mirror and I can't see myself
Feel like I'm screaming and no one's hearing me
Yeah
See it's been hard for me to be myself
I look in the mirror and I can't see myself
Feel like I'm screaming and no one's hearing me
Trapped in my insecurities knowing I couldn't free myself (I see you)
My heart and my time are two things I stopped giving
Cause most of us are breathing but we not living
What happens then when I'm too numb inside to even feel
What happens when there's no more life in me for you to kill (I see you)
I can't love now
I can't trust now
I can't help but drinking to feel the rush now
I can't lose you
I can't keep you
I can't stay but you know I'm too weak to leave you (I see you)
Know I'm too weak to love someone else 'cause you know I need you
Even though you lie to me I still try to believe you
But we ended up as the type of people that don't love
Cause we grew up in a world that just never showed love (I see you)
But if you see me now you wouldn't recognize me
All these feelings that I used to have are dead inside me
And I don't know how much longer I can stay
The ones that hold close are the ones that just push away (I see you)
And it's like, having trouble finding myself
I couldn't say I'm still the same I couldn't lie to myself
They say love has a price we just can't afford what it cost
Looking for ourselves in a place where we're all lost
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwò]
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you
[Verse 2: Phora & Vicktor Taiwò]
Yeah, my family don't know the shit I've been going through
I'm empty now and it's been a while since I've spoke to you
I run to you because I know your soul has been broken too
But maybe that's the reason why I just couldn't get close to you (I see you)
You're no good, your love is dressed in destruction
I pushed away but without you I couldn't function
I needed something to feel, I just needed something that's real
Cause I just keep numbing the pain 'til I feel nothing in these (I see you)
Nightmares haunt me still but I just keep dreaming
If God exists tell me why I only see demons?
Yeah I only see demons
Trying not to choke and my lungs fill with smoke like how the fuck I keep breathing? (I see you)
We live in a time where love is more painful than hate now
So all the smiles we give to people are fake now
And we just hide how we feel so we never break down
And all these doubts got me feeling like a mistake now (I see you)
I wish I didn't have to take these pills
But I just needed something that can make me feel
I just needed something that could take what's real
And make me numb 'cause all this pain just can't be killed (I see you)
I can't be killed, my soul's too real that's when it broke to pieces
Who would have thought that loving you was my only weakness?
Fuck, who would have thought that loving you was my only weakness?
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwò]
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you
Yeah
Féach tá sé curtha deacair dom a bheith mé féin
Táim ag an scáthán agus ní féidir liom mé féin a fheiceáil
Más mian leat, tá mé ag screadaíl agus aon duine atá éisteachta orm
Gafa i mo insecurities a fhios agam nach raibh mé in ann saor in aisce féin (féach mé tú)
Tá mo chroí agus mo chuid ama dhá rud Stop mé ag tabhairt
Cause Tá an chuid is mó de dúinn ag análú, ach nach bhfuil ina gcónaí linn a
Cad a tharlaíonn ansin nuair atá mé ag troid ró-numb mothú níos
Cad a tharlaíonn nuair níl aon saol níos ionam chun tú a mharú (féach mé tú)
Ní féidir liom grá anois
Ní féidir liom muinín anois
Ní féidir liom cabhrú ach ag ól a bhraitheann an Rush anois
Ní féidir liom a chailleann tú
Ní féidir liom a choinneáil leat
Ní féidir liom fanacht ach tá a fhios agat Tá mé ró-lag a fhágann tú (féach mé tú)
Know Tá mé ró-lag chun duine éigin grá eile 'faoi deara a fhios agat is gá dom duit
Cé a bheidh tú dom mé iarracht i gcónaí a chreideann tú
Ach dar críoch muid suas mar an cineál daoine nach é sin a dhéanamh grá
Cause fhás muid suas i ndomhan díreach riamh a léirigh grá (féach mé tú)
Ach má fheiceann tú dom anois nach mbeadh aithne gat orm
Tá gach na mothúcháin gur úsáid mé a bheith acu marbh taobh istigh orm
Agus níl a fhios agam cé mhéad níos faide is féidir liom fanacht
Is iad na cinn a shealbhú gar na cinn a díreach bhrú ar shiúl (féach mé tú)
Agus tá sé cosúil le, ag trioblóide a aimsiú mé féin
Ní raibh mé in ann a rá go bhfuil mé fós mar an gcéanna ní raibh mé in bréag go féin
Deir siad go bhfuil grá praghas nach féidir linn ach cad a chosnaíonn sé
Ag féachaint dúinn féin in áit ina tá muid go léir caillte
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwo]
Feicim tú ag rith isteach na coillte
Le do seaicéad buí geal
Tá tú breathnú Chaill
Yeah, breathnú tú caillte
Feicim tú ag rith isteach na coillte
Le do seaicéad buí geal
Tá tú breathnú Chaill
Yeah, breathnú tú caillte
Feicim thú
[Verse 2: Phora & Vicktor Taiwo]
Yeah, níl a fhios ag mo theaghlach an cac Tá mé ag siúl tríd
Tá mé folamh anois agus é a bhí tamall ó shin tá mé spóca a thabhairt duit
Rith mé a thabhairt duit mar tá a fhios agam go bhfuil do anam a bheith briste ró
Ach b'fhéidir go bhfuil an chúis nach raibh mé in ann a fháil ach gar duit (féach mé tú)
Tá tú aon maith, tá do ghrá cóirithe i scrios
bhrúigh mé ar shiúl, ach gan tú ní raibh mé in ann an fheidhm
Gá dom rud éigin a mothú, mé rud éigin ag teastáil ach go fíor-
Cause mé a choinneáil ach numbing an pian 'Til is dóigh liom aon rud sna (féach mé tú)
Nightmares haunt me go fóill ach tá mé a choinneáil ach ag brionglóideach
Má bhfuil Dia inis dom cén fáth a fheiceáil mé ach deamhain?
Yeah Feicim ach deamhain
Ag iarraidh gan choke agus mo scamhóga a líonadh le deatach cosúil le conas na fuck a choinneáil mé ag análú? (Feicim thú)
Tá cónaí orainn in am ina bhfuil grá níos mó painful ná fuath anois
Mar sin, gach Tá na smiles a thabhairt do dhaoine falsa anois
Agus muid i bhfolach go díreach conas a bhraitheann muid mar sin againn riamh briseadh síos
Agus seo go léir amhras fuair mothú orm mar botún anois (féach mé tú)
Is mian liom nach raibh mé a chur ar na pills
Ach is gá mé díreach tar éis rud is féidir a dhéanamh, dar liom
gá mé díreach tar éis rud éigin a d'fhéadfadh a chur ar cad atá fíor
Agus a dhéanamh numb dom 'faoi deara go léir an pian ní féidir ach a maraíodh (féach mé tú)
Ní féidir liom a bheith maraithe, tá m'anam ró-fíor go bhfuil nuair a bhris sé a píosaí
Cé hé a shíl go raibh grámhara tú mo laige amháin?
Fuck, bheadh a shíl go grámhara raibh tú mo laige amháin?
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwo]
Feicim tú ag rith isteach na coillte
Le do seaicéad buí geal
Tá tú breathnú Chaill
Yeah, breathnú tú caillte
Feicim tú ag rith isteach na coillte
Le do seaicéad buí geal
Tá tú breathnú Chaill
Yeah, breathnú tú caillte
Feicim thú