Yeah
See it's been hard for me to be myself
I look in the mirror and I can't see myself
Feel like I'm screaming and no one's hearing me
Yeah
See it's been hard for me to be myself
I look in the mirror and I can't see myself
Feel like I'm screaming and no one's hearing me
Trapped in my insecurities knowing I couldn't free myself (I see you)
My heart and my time are two things I stopped giving
Cause most of us are breathing but we not living
What happens then when I'm too numb inside to even feel
What happens when there's no more life in me for you to kill (I see you)
I can't love now
I can't trust now
I can't help but drinking to feel the rush now
I can't lose you
I can't keep you
I can't stay but you know I'm too weak to leave you (I see you)
Know I'm too weak to love someone else 'cause you know I need you
Even though you lie to me I still try to believe you
But we ended up as the type of people that don't love
Cause we grew up in a world that just never showed love (I see you)
But if you see me now you wouldn't recognize me
All these feelings that I used to have are dead inside me
And I don't know how much longer I can stay
The ones that hold close are the ones that just push away (I see you)
And it's like, having trouble finding myself
I couldn't say I'm still the same I couldn't lie to myself
They say love has a price we just can't afford what it cost
Looking for ourselves in a place where we're all lost
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwò]
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you
[Verse 2: Phora & Vicktor Taiwò]
Yeah, my family don't know the shit I've been going through
I'm empty now and it's been a while since I've spoke to you
I run to you because I know your soul has been broken too
But maybe that's the reason why I just couldn't get close to you (I see you)
You're no good, your love is dressed in destruction
I pushed away but without you I couldn't function
I needed something to feel, I just needed something that's real
Cause I just keep numbing the pain 'til I feel nothing in these (I see you)
Nightmares haunt me still but I just keep dreaming
If God exists tell me why I only see demons?
Yeah I only see demons
Trying not to choke and my lungs fill with smoke like how the fuck I keep breathing? (I see you)
We live in a time where love is more painful than hate now
So all the smiles we give to people are fake now
And we just hide how we feel so we never break down
And all these doubts got me feeling like a mistake now (I see you)
I wish I didn't have to take these pills
But I just needed something that can make me feel
I just needed something that could take what's real
And make me numb 'cause all this pain just can't be killed (I see you)
I can't be killed, my soul's too real that's when it broke to pieces
Who would have thought that loving you was my only weakness?
Fuck, who would have thought that loving you was my only weakness?
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwò]
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you
da
Vidim da je bilo teško za mene da budem ono što jesam
Ja pogledam u ogledalo i ne mogu da vidim sebe
Osjećam se kao da vrišti i niko me čuje
Zarobljen u mojoj nesigurnosti znajući nisam mogao da se oslobodi (vidim da si)
Moje srce i moje vrijeme su dvije stvari koje sam prestao davanje
Uzrok većina nas diše, ali mi ne živimo
Šta se dešava onda kad sam previše utrnuo unutra da čak i osjećaj
Šta se događa kada nema više života u meni za tebe da ubije (vidim da si)
Ne mogu sada volim
Ne mogu sada vjerovati
Ja ne mogu pomoći, ali pije osjetiti nalet sada
Ne mogu da te izgubim
Ne mogu držati
Ne mogu da ostanem, ali znaš da sam preslab da te ostavim (vidim da si)
Znam da sam preslab da ljubav nekog drugog jer znaš trebam te
Iako me lažeš i dalje pokušavaju da ti verujem
Ali smo na kraju kao tip ljudi koji ne vole
Zato što je odrastao u svijetu koji baš nikada nije pokazao ljubav (da te vidim)
Ali ako me vidiš sad ti ne bi me prepoznala
Sve ove osjećaje koje sam imao su mrtvi u meni
I ne znam koliko dugo mogu ostati
Oni koji drže blizu su oni koji samo odgurnula (vidim da si)
I to je kao, teško dolaze do sebe
Ne mogu reći da sam i dalje ista nisam mogao lagati sebe
Kažu da ljubav ima cijenu jednostavno ne mogu priuštiti ono što košta
Tražim za sebe na mjesto gdje smo svi izgubljeni
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwo]
Vidim da radi u šumu
Sa svojim žutim jakna
Izgledaš izgubili
Da, izgledaš izgubili
Vidim da radi u šumu
Sa svojim žutim jakna
Izgledaš izgubili
Da, izgledaš izgubili
vidim te
[Verse 2: Phora i Vicktor Taiwo]
Da, moja porodica ne znaju sranje sam prolazio
Ja sam sada prazna i da je prošlo dosta vremena od kad sam razgovarao sa vama
Ja vodim vas jer znam da tvoja duša je suviše slomljen
Ali možda je to razlog zašto sam jednostavno nije mogao doći blizu vas (te vidim)
Ti si dobar, tvoja ljubav je obučen u uništenje
Gurnula sam dalje, ali bez tebe nisam mogao funkcija
Trebalo mi je nešto da se osjećaju, samo je potrebno nešto što je stvarno
Jer sam samo nastavite otupljuje bol "dok se ne osećam ništa u ovim (vidim da si)
Noćne more me proganjati i dalje, ali ja samo zadržati sanjam
Ako Bog postoji, reci mi zašto ja vidim samo demone?
Da vidim samo demone
Pokušavajući da ne uguši i pluća napuniti dimom kao kako jebote stalno disanje? (Vidim te)
Živimo u vremenu gdje je ljubav sada bolnije od mržnje
Dakle, svi osmeha dajemo da su ljudi lažni trenutno
A mi samo sakriti kako se osjećamo tako da nikada ne kvare
I sve ove sumnje me osjećaj kao greška sada (vidim da si)
Voleo bih da ne moram uzimati ove pilule
Ali samo mi je potrebno nešto što može da se osećam
Samo mi je trebalo nešto što bi uzeti ono što je stvarno
I da me utrnula jer sve ovo bol jednostavno ne može biti ubijen (vidim da si)
Ne mogu biti ubijen, moja duša je suviše stvaran da je, kada je slomio u komade
Tko bi pomislio da te volim bila moja jedina slabost?
Jebote, ko bi pomislio da te volim bila moja jedina slabost?
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwo]
Vidim da radi u šumu
Sa svojim žutim jakna
Izgledaš izgubili
Da, izgledaš izgubili
Vidim da radi u šumu
Sa svojim žutim jakna
Izgledaš izgubili
Da, izgledaš izgubili
vidim te