Yeah
See it's been hard for me to be myself
I look in the mirror and I can't see myself
Feel like I'm screaming and no one's hearing me
Yeah
See it's been hard for me to be myself
I look in the mirror and I can't see myself
Feel like I'm screaming and no one's hearing me
Trapped in my insecurities knowing I couldn't free myself (I see you)
My heart and my time are two things I stopped giving
Cause most of us are breathing but we not living
What happens then when I'm too numb inside to even feel
What happens when there's no more life in me for you to kill (I see you)
I can't love now
I can't trust now
I can't help but drinking to feel the rush now
I can't lose you
I can't keep you
I can't stay but you know I'm too weak to leave you (I see you)
Know I'm too weak to love someone else 'cause you know I need you
Even though you lie to me I still try to believe you
But we ended up as the type of people that don't love
Cause we grew up in a world that just never showed love (I see you)
But if you see me now you wouldn't recognize me
All these feelings that I used to have are dead inside me
And I don't know how much longer I can stay
The ones that hold close are the ones that just push away (I see you)
And it's like, having trouble finding myself
I couldn't say I'm still the same I couldn't lie to myself
They say love has a price we just can't afford what it cost
Looking for ourselves in a place where we're all lost
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwò]
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you
[Verse 2: Phora & Vicktor Taiwò]
Yeah, my family don't know the shit I've been going through
I'm empty now and it's been a while since I've spoke to you
I run to you because I know your soul has been broken too
But maybe that's the reason why I just couldn't get close to you (I see you)
You're no good, your love is dressed in destruction
I pushed away but without you I couldn't function
I needed something to feel, I just needed something that's real
Cause I just keep numbing the pain 'til I feel nothing in these (I see you)
Nightmares haunt me still but I just keep dreaming
If God exists tell me why I only see demons?
Yeah I only see demons
Trying not to choke and my lungs fill with smoke like how the fuck I keep breathing? (I see you)
We live in a time where love is more painful than hate now
So all the smiles we give to people are fake now
And we just hide how we feel so we never break down
And all these doubts got me feeling like a mistake now (I see you)
I wish I didn't have to take these pills
But I just needed something that can make me feel
I just needed something that could take what's real
And make me numb 'cause all this pain just can't be killed (I see you)
I can't be killed, my soul's too real that's when it broke to pieces
Who would have thought that loving you was my only weakness?
Fuck, who would have thought that loving you was my only weakness?
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwò]
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you running into the woods
With your bright yellow jacket
You look lost
Yeah, you look lost
I see you
Ha
qiyin bo'ldi qarang o'zimni bo'lish uchun
Men oynaga qarash va men o'zimni ko'rmayapman
Men Haykırıyorum va hech kim meni eshitib bo'lyapdi kabi his
Mening fojialari tuzog'ida (Men sizni qarang) Men o'zimni ozod bo'lishi mumkin emas bilib
Yuragim va mening vaqti men berib to'xtatdi ikki narsalar
Ko'pchiligimiz nafas, lekin biz yashayotgan emas sabab
Men ham his qilaman juda karaxt ichida emasman qachon, nima keyin sodir
Agar o'ldirish uchun menga hech ko'proq hayot (Men sizni qarang) bor nima bo'ladi
Men endi sevgi mumkin emas
Men hozir ishonmasangiz mumkin
Men emas Yordam lekin hozir tezda his ichimlik mumkin
Men sizni yo'qotish mumkin emas,
Men sizni tutish mumkin emas
Men qolish mumkin emas, lekin siz (Men sizni qarang) Men seni tark ham zaif emasman bilaman
Senga kerak bilaman sabab Men: «yana sevgi kimgadir juda zaif emasman bilaman
Menga yolg'on bo'lsa-da, men hali seni ishonish harakat
Lekin, biz sevgi emas, deb odamlar turi sifatida tugadi
Biz sevgi ko'rsatdi faqat hech qachon dunyoda o'sgan Nima uchun (Men sizni qarang)
Lekin siz hozir meni ko'rib, agar siz meni tanib bo'lmas edi
Men uchun ishlatilgan, deb barcha bu tuyg'ular menga ichida o'lib
Va men qolish mumkin qancha uzoq bilmayman
yaqin ushlab bo'lganlar faqat uzoqda suring bo'lganlar (Men seni qarang) bo'lgan
Va u muammo o'zimni topish ega, o'xshaydi
Men hali ham o'zimga yolg'on emas edi shu emasman deb olmadi
Ular, biz faqat u turadi nima ko'zga olmaydi sevgi bir narx bor deb
Biz barcha yo'qolgan odamsiz bir joyda o'zimizga qidiryapsizlar
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwo]
Men siz o'rmonda kirib ishlayotgan ko'rish
Sizning yorqin sariq ko'ylagi bilan
Siz yo'qotgan qarash
Ha, siz yo'qolgan qarash
Men siz o'rmonda kirib ishlayotgan ko'rish
Sizning yorqin sariq ko'ylagi bilan
Siz yo'qotgan qarash
Ha, siz yo'qolgan qarash
Men sizni ko'ryapman
[Verse 2: Phora & Vicktor Taiwo]
Ha, mening oilam men bilan boraman axlatni bilmayman
Men endi bo'shatib emasman va men senga aytgan menikidan buyon esa u bo'ldi
Men sizning jon ham singan qilingan bilaman, chunki men sizlarga yugurib
Lekin, balki men faqat senga yaqin olish mumkin emas sababi (Men sizni qarang) edi
Siz hech yaxshi odamsiz, siz sevgi qirg'in kiygan
Men itarib lekin sensiz men funktsiyasi eplolmadi
Men his qilaman uchun real ekan, men faqat zarur narsa, bir narsa zarur
Men faqat bu bilan hech narsa his til og'riq "(Men seni qarang) numbing saqlab sabab
Tushiga hali meni ko'rinmoq, lekin men faqat orzu ushlab
Xudo, men faqat jinlarni ko'rishni nima uchun menga aytib mavjud bo'lsa?
Ha, men faqat jinlarni ko'rish
kup va mening o'pka qanday fuck men nafas davom kabi tutun bilan to'ldirish uchun emas ishlaysizmi? (Men sizni ko'ryapman)
Biz sevgi endi nafrat ko'proq alamli bir vaqtda yashayotgan
Barcha Shunday qilib, biz insonlar berish kuladi soxta hozir
Va biz faqat biz yiqitish hech qachon, shuning uchun biz his qanday yashirish
Va barcha shu shubha meni (Men sizni qarang) hozir xato kabi his bor
Men bu dorilarni qabul qilish yo'q edi tilayman
Lekin men faqat meni his qilish mumkin, bir narsa kerak
Men faqat real nima olishi mumkin hech narsa kerak
Va faqat halok bo'lmaydi, bu og'riq (Men sizni qarang) barcha sabab "meni karaxt qilish
Men jon parcha-parcha sindirib bo'lsa, o'sha real ham bo'ldi, halok bo'lishi mumkin emas
Kim seni sevish mening yagona zaiflik ekanini o'ylagan bo'lardingiz?
Agar mening yagona zaiflik edi mehribon deb o'ylagan bo'lardi Fuck?
[Chorus: Vicktor Taiwo]
Men siz o'rmonda kirib ishlayotgan ko'rish
Sizning yorqin sariq ko'ylagi bilan
Siz yo'qotgan qarash
Ha, siz yo'qolgan qarash
Men siz o'rmonda kirib ishlayotgan ko'rish
Sizning yorqin sariq ko'ylagi bilan
Siz yo'qotgan qarash
Ha, siz yo'qolgan qarash
Men sizni ko'ryapman