5th of November
When I walked you home
That's when I nearly said it
But then said "Forget it" and froze
by Sanderlei Silveira - 06/03/2023
5th of November
When I walked you home
That's when I nearly said it
But then said "Forget it" and froze
Do you remember?
You probably don't
Cause the sparks in the sky
Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke
[Pre-Chorus]
Yesterday, drank way too much
And stayed up too late
Started to write what I wanna say
Deleted the message
But I still remember it said
[Chorus]
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
And you can't fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping
You'd feel what I'm feeling inside
[Verse 2]
April the 7th
And nothing has changed
It's hard to get by
When you're still on my mind everyday
Sometimes I question
If you feel the same
Do we make stupid jokes?
Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say
[Chorus]
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
And you can't fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk by
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping
You'd feel what I'm feeling inside
[Bridge]
Oh, and here we go again
Destroy myself to keep a friend
Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no
I wonder if I cross your mind
Half as much as you do mine
If I tell you the truth
What will I lose? I don't know
[Outro]
I wish I had sent you that drunk text at midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
But I really meant it
I wonder how you would reply
5-noyabr
Uyingizda yurganimda
Bu men deyarli aytdim
Ammo keyin "buni unuting" dedi va muzlashdi
Esingizdami?
Ehtimol, bunday emas
Osmonda uchqunlarni keltirib chiqaradi
Biz gapirayotganda ko'zlaringizni ushlab turdi
[Xordan oldin]
Kecha, juda ko'p ichdim
Va juda kech turdi
Aytmoqchi bo'lganlarimni yozishni boshladim
Xabarni o'chirdi
Ammo men hali ham aytaman
[Xor]
Men yarim tunda siz mast bo'lganligingizni istardim
Agar uchtagacha turishingiz kerak bo'lsa edi
Va siz uxlay olmaysiz
Javob berishimni kutmoqdaman
Men yuradigan odamdan ko'proq bo'lganimda edi
Agar halol va ochiq bo'lishim kerak bo'lsa edi
Shunchaki umid qilish o'rniga
O'zimni ichkarida his qilayotganimni his qilsangiz
[2-oyat]
Aprel 7 aprel
Va hech narsa o'zgarmadi
Olish qiyin
Har kuni xayolimda bo'lganingizda
Ba'zan men savol beraman
Agar siz bir xil his qilsangiz
Biz ahmoqona hazillarni qila olamizmi?
Ikkalamizni ham aytishdan qo'rqamiz
[Xor]
Men yarim tunda siz mast bo'lganligingizni istardim
Agar uchtagacha turishingiz kerak bo'lsa edi
Va siz uxlay olmaysiz
Javob berishimni kutmoqdaman
Men yuradigan odamdan ko'proq bo'lganimda edi
Agar halol va ochiq bo'lishim kerak bo'lsa edi
Shunchaki umid qilish o'rniga
O'zimni ichkarida his qilayotganimni his qilsangiz
[Ko'prik]
Oh, va bu erda biz yana boramiz
Do'stingizni saqlash uchun o'zimni yo'q qiling
Men yashiringanman, chunki men sizsiz deb ayting
Fikringizni kesib o'tsam, hayronman
Siz meniki kabi
Agar sizga haqiqatni aytsam
Men nimani yo'qotaman? Bilmadim
[Ortiqcha]
Men seni yarim tunda mast matnni yuborganimda edi
Men shunchaki qo'rqib ketdim, do'stligimizni buzadi
Lekin men buni chindan ham nazarda tutgan edim
Siz qanday javob berishingizni hayron qilaman